because.i.want.you.to.know.you're.not.the.only.one.

Because I want my friend to understand, to become more confident and to know that, everyone has their flaws, I'm going to blog about something that will hopefully get her to feel better about herself (since I failed in trying to convince her to express herself more, and to be more open).

So, here goes.
My dear friend (you know who you are~!!),
This is the story of me in my younger years, of my futile 'thing'
And, yes, maybe I said that I've never 'crushed' on someone, this was an exception.

So, he moved to my school, tallest guy I've seen for ages, a lil taller than me, probs by 2 cm ?
Anyway, the first time I saw him, was when I walked into class that morning. He was sitting at the spare desk next to mine. I glanced around to see if I've got the wrong class, but obviously, that's not possible in such a small school. So, I shuffled slowly to my desk and sat down. I placed my books neatly in my desk (you know the ones where you can open the lid or whatever and put stuff inside? Yeah, thats it) and grabbed out the things I needed for the first lesson. I was busy going over my homework, to make sure it was correct and I've done everything when a voice said ,'Hey'.
Now, I looked up, the stranger next to me was talking. I gave him a quizzical look. He smiled.
Bang. Yeah, just like that. I liked that guy. Seriously, you'd fall for his smile too if you saw him~!! But, I've never fallen for a guy before, remember ? I've told you that. Not one. Somehow, he broke through ==' The only guy who was able to break my concentration and to make my mind wander away from studying.

So, lets say, I kept it on a low. Never told anybody about it. Not.One.Person. And I'm saying it now for your benefit~!!
I got to know him over the year, he was a very nice, smart guy. But. He changed. Halfway through the year, he started hanging out with the wrong group/people, and he became an ass. Looking back, I couldn't care less. But seriously, F.U.T.I.L.E. There's no point liking a guy like that any longer. What killed me was that, when we met outside of class, after school, at the library, he's always much nicer. . . I've always wondered why he couldn't be like that around others.

So there, if I am able to tell and confess about this shiz, you should too. Come on, hello ? Eevii here~!! The only person in the world who would never talk about this stuff~!!
So, yeah, just trying to show you that, being open and expressing yourself isn't actually a bad thing. . .

That didn't link at all. . . but ohh well.
I did all that for your benefit. So you better love me =]
Ahahhaa~~
<3 Eevii